I'm feeling sick to my stomach. It's panic. It's all about my fucking thesis, my dissatisfaction with my life, and how I feel that nothing's in my control at all. I cognitively know that everything is in my control, but due to the rules I have to operate within, it really feels like it's not. AND I'm fat. I've gained weight. The scales here say ( Read more... )

I had a great night last night at dinner with battle_maiden, Rift, Little One, franno, insaneexistence and Mike. I really enjoyed talking to everyone, and the food was fabulous! So much of it. The adjective 'great' is really inadequate... it was awesome. Thanks guys ( Read more... )

Urgh, I'm so broke, so sick, so tired and so menstrual ( Read more... )

I always expected a boxing match on the day after Christmas when I was a kid, and I never understood why there was only ever Cricket on... In my teen years, I learned what the boxing really referred to. Heh heh heh.Oh boy, yesterday, I had so much good food and opened lovely presents ( Read more... )

Despite lately eating some delicious take-away, some very rich Thai, Indian and Mongolian food, and being sick, I have managed to keep off the 14kg I lost between August and October, and I still weigh my first goal. Once my health is back on track, I'll step up the effort and ditch the next 9kg to goal #2...and from there, there's only another 10 ( Read more... )

*sigh* I hate seeing photos of myself.

Thank you SOOO much for an excellent evening and yummy food, wite_wickah!

I had a lovely yesterday!

First, shopping with battle_maiden, in which we both spent too much money on beads, but had a great time nonetheless. Then, fun at wite_wickah's house, seeing friends and meeting new people and getting pink bits in mah hair.

_neutral9, I hope tis okay that I've added you. I commented ( Read more... )

I did have a most disheartened day yesterday (ugly photos and ugly thoughts will do that), despite the amusment which interspersed the moments of blahness.

Today, I'm feeling a tad better. Not 100%, but better.

I DO deserve good things, or at least, I don't not deserve them. I'm talented, I'm intelligent, I'm caring and compassionate (to a ( Read more... )

Oh my it's fun :>
I love my new car.
I actually enjoy toddling into work each day. I'm surprised.

We had fish and chips.
I am a fat slag.

x-(